Some things just dont seem right for me these days.
Some times things come onto you just so unexpectedly.
This thing have been a hassle for me for the past few days.

girl and girl shares the most secret.
girl and girl have been best buddies always sharing problems and laughter.
girl went through relationship problems.
girl was there for her, gave her advice and cheered her on.
girl was thankful to have such a guardian angel to be by her side.
girl began to trust girl and started sharing personal things.
Relationship between the two girls became closer as time passed.
when it came down to these two girls, endless laughter and nonsense was expected.

tables turned ever so quickly.
when things changed for the worst.
girl and girl hardly talked.
girl finds it awkward to feel the same way.
everything between then seemed so blunt.
hugs turned to simple mono-syllabic answers.
laughter turned to mutual smiles.
just like any ''hi bye'' friends.

girl begin to ponder.
was this all her fault?
was she the one who wasnt good enough for her to turn to?
was this because she couldnt be the best for her friend to lean on?
girl struggles to fake a smile everytime she sees her.
girl tries to avoid eye contact
all she had in mind was to let it all go or hang on?

girl wonders if she feels the same way too
girl wonders if their friendship acutally mean a thing to her
girl wonders if she is strong enough to let it go
girl wonders if she still cares.

When i got to know you,
we started out not being close
but time led us on,
we became partners in silly pranks that made our day.
teasing each other was happiness to me
good looking soccer players we both used to go gaa gaa over
all those silly stuff we got ourself into will always stay within me

but i guess this time.
you realize you had to do something for yourself.
It would be painful for me, but i guess it all comes down to a point where..
we can no longer feel so comfortable with one another
it comes to the point whereby we would only smile to ourself if we think back on what we both did.
i'll withdraw a step back, you step ahead infront of me, my friend.
we'll take a good last look at each other.
pat our backs and smile.
you've been a great friend to me
spending time with you had been one of the happiest moments in my life
having you was a blessing
but i guess, i couldnt give you the best you expected from me as a friend
no matter what may come,
you can always always count on me if you need a shoulder to lean on
All good things come to an end

Goodbye, my friend