Dont you agree that when something is taken away from you all in a sudden, you sit and ponder ''why me?'' but have you wondered to yourself ''what do i gain out of this''?
yeah sure you go through all the pain and shit for that moment. But once all the feelings fade, you come to realize that actually god has given you so many things in return. Well, i've gone through this myself.

& i came to realize so many things.
i've realized that i become stronger everytime i face a setback.
i've come to my senses and not get blinded by many things which i thought was true.

with that, im thankful.
thankful for the people who stay true to me and see me through my problems.
Im thankful to the man up there who gave my someone so special.
Ridwan, its true we were only friends and we never did expect us to become where we are standing today. He was actually my blessing in disguise.
Nothing can express my gratitude towards him. [:

Enough of all this serious and intense sayings,
guess whaaaat people?
im stuck with my stupid holiday assignments.
ye, like who does it with the books?
naw, not me. well not for this holiday.
Buck up girl!

Anyhow,
tinaa and me manage to catch up this week, well through messages.
uh-huh, that girl is some serious guy magnet ol'rite!
in that message she mentioned about almost 5 guys.
ye, Marc, An, Ruven [ i cant remember the rest vividly though]
urgh, who cant resist her bubbly personality and charms and that oh-so-seductive dimples?
that explains the number of guys in her life.
Now, she has a super tough decision to make.
haaaa, i hope she doesnt surprise me by saying she is gona tie the knot some time this month?
i'll freak out. ye like seriously.

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