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2009-04-15T03:52:00.001-07:00

NEW BLOG!

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2008-12-30T00:15:00.000-08:00

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY One Year & Four Months Ridwan BumBum!

To my dearest botak BumBum!
I love you so darn much!
To infinity and beyond!
Whoooooo~
Thanks for One year of true friendship with you. You were the greatest guy friend i ever had in my life who actually bothered giving me advices on relationship.
And now, guess what?
Four months as a loving couple together.
Who would have thought?
Ahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :D

To my dearest love,

One year 4 months
That's how long we've been having
this thing we've got every moment
Hasn't been perfect but still
when its perfect it feels
Like we're the only two people
who have something real.

It's true love when you say you need me
like I need you
and you can't be without me
Like I cant be without you
It's true love when we spend time
talking on the phone
Cos when we're not around each other
We don't wanna be alone.
( i swear i hate to be all lonely when you leave singapore for your soccer games)

Just belive me truthfully now, love
is never ever making you cry.
I'll give my life because that's true love.
( i promise to put a smile on your face before we end every single day)

Now when the love is right
Somehow you just know
Because you hold it tight
you dont wanna let it go
And it's so deep inside of you that
You just cant take it
cos' it fills up your heart and you just
you cant replace it.
( all that you have ever done for me since we first met, no one has ever managed to touched my heart the way you did)

With all this words...
"You don't love a woman because she's beautiful; she is beautiful because you love her."
"Sexiness wears thin after a while and beauty fades, but to be married to a man who makes you laugh every day, ah, now that's a real treat."

Im saying ''i do'' husbie.
You are so totally the real treat!
Awesomezxzxzxzxxzxzxzxzz!

Thanks so much for this wonderful love you put me through.
I LOVE YOU MUHD RIDWAN !

2008-12-28T22:41:00.000-08:00

I want to Thank God so so much for helping me through the down times i had with mommy recently.
I love my Mommy to bits. Yes i really do, for all that she has went through for me as i grew up. I will never ever forget all the things she had done for me.

I love you so so much MOMMY.

Alright folks, you've got three more days till new year and four more days till school kicks in. And no don't bother asking me. I have not even went shopping for my school stuff. So no new bag, no new pencil box, no new ding dangs for next year.
Hello i can't care less alright?
Haaaaaa! I am so so so darn sleepy right now. Snacking on Kit Kats in front of the computer. I ate almost half the MEGA bar. ahaaaaaaa. i am so so so going to have a bad sore throat.

Anyways... 2008 had been awesome for me!
Oh yes. Let's take a look at the best of 2008

Thanks so very much for all th laughter and joy you people brought into my year 2008.
Especially in the month of AUGUST.

With love and thanks.
I want to specially thank Ridwan for making my year of 2008 since the month of august a joyous one. I am really really thankful to have you in my life.
Love you botak!

2008-12-25T21:59:00.000-08:00

HOHOHOHOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Merry Christmas dearest Buddies (:
Santa Baby loves you!

Christmas was Qiffin' Awesomezxzxzxzxzxzxzxz!
Oh yes baby it was really Awesome.
The highlight?
Husbiee was home for Christmas.
Oh yes, my husbie was waiting under the mistletoe. Christmas Kisses and hugs husbie!
I LOVE YOU!

Anyhow, countdown at Uncle Jit's place. It was a huge party.
Friends Friends, Food Food, Little Ones popping by.
Rocket Blasters and Monster RAARAAR.
Oh hohohoho, i forgot. Presents and Christmas wishes!

Here are the Photos.
Nanny J-ing was in for Christmas.
I LOVE THE LITTLE ONES.
Many many many Kisses!
Toooooo bad Husbie missed out the fun with them.

I am happiest this Christmas, simply because......
Oh Santa knows why.

Last Christmas with Aunt Amy.
Oh yes, i jolly well know i was Fat.

Lastly, I want to shout a BIG BIG BIG THANK YOU TO MY LOVELY HUSBIE
He bought me a dress for Christmas...

I LOVE YOU SANTA HUSBIE (:
Thanks a million!

2008-12-23T19:06:00.000-08:00

HoHoHo

Santa would be falling off the roof of houses in the next12 hours or so.
When was the last time i actually celebrated Christmas?
Hmmmmmm, i think it was waaaay back waaaaay back when i was just a kid.
But this year, it is so different. I wonder why?
I went shopping for Christmas Presents, sent Christmas Cards and even prepared a dish for tonight's Christmas Party.
Santa must have blessed this christmas for me.

Reasons why this is the Best Christmas ever.
#1 Husbiee is coming back today! Just before midnight.
#2 I bought presents for almost everyone, no one left out the list.
#3 Those who had already received their presents were all very happy. (Husbiee, i hope you like your present darling)
#4 I sent Christmas Cards!
#5 Lastly, simply because this christmas is made joyous cos i am not alone and that i have Husbiee and family and true friends.

Merry Christmas to all!
Santa Baby, hurry down my chimney tonight......

2008-12-23T01:52:00.000-08:00

Hello all Twerbs!

Today started out pretty early for me.
Woke up at 820 in th morning.
Had to go to clementi mrt station to meet Taufik to pass him all th presents i had bought.

Oh let me introduce to you Taufik! aka th blur skinny sotong who ended up by th bicycle stand. ( god know's why )

So as i was saying... Er. Rights. i waited at th control station for this skinny sotong and decided to call him and ask where he was. and he was so super duper really really befuddled and blur and he told me he was at th bicycle stand. ahaaaaaa, alright.

My conclusion for th day?
Skinny Sotong doesn't look like Ridwan Husbie at all.
Skinny sotong was earlier than me. Unlike Ridwan Husbie who is always late.
Skinny sotong and Ridwan Husbie are both polite.

Haaaaaaa (:
Ridwan husbie if you are reading this, thank Taufik and not me!
He was th one who helped me prepare this surprise.
Thanks a million Taufik! i owe you a meal and i apologize if you feel shy having your photo on my blog. Teehee*

After passing th presents to Taufik i waited for Firdeey. Firdeey that old man took half an hour to reach clementi alright. Barsket* then we bus-ed down to imm. Ate JolliBean and chit chat. ahaaaaaaa (:
That man and my husbie has an affair. Neat.
Then we bus-ed back to school.

Big Joke of th day?
Meeting was cancelled. Laugh Laugh Laugh.
Hyeayh. then Bus-ed down to Jp with Reena, Brenda and Samantha.
Laugh Laugh Laugh.
Ended th day eating Mr Bean.
Thumbs up*

JDS!?
J-ing Delivery Service.
You've been punked husbie.
Hope you like your Christmas Present.
With love (:

2008-12-21T21:04:00.000-08:00

When was the last time you actually felt really really happy?
Was it recently?
No, i bet it wasn't.
The time i felt like the happiest person on earth was prolly the time i was still in my diapers.
The definition of happiness changes as you age. True? Well, true enough for me.
Just think back, when you were just a little kid, receiving candies could most probably make you day and leave you smiling throughout the day. Having a game of hide and seek with you parents is like as if you are in wonderland.

But as you grow older, your definition of happiness changes. You are getting harder to please. If i were to give you a candy, you would most probably scoff and throw it back into my face. Spending time with parents would be a chore. Agree?
Well, right now. I am no longer a happy kid.
Oh yes, anyone and everyone can go on smiling but noone has ever showed their true emotions. No.
To be honest, i have not been feeling alright at all. And i am seriously very very tired, parents, family, and all you people. Don't i deserve a break?

Next year is my major year. O's. I know what i want and i am focused and driven. So it would simply mean books books and more books. Say what you want, i can't be bothered to budge. No one can feel like what i feel right now.
Ridwan Husbie,
Thanks for everything that you have done for me. Making me smile every single day, being there for me when i really needed someone. I never knew someone like me would deserve a wonderful guy like you. This time, i am really really drained out from everything around me. All i need from this relationship is patience. Even if it takes months or even years, I'm utterly sorry. This isn't your fault. But mine, i just need time to clear everything and i would be the same J-ing you used to know and as promised i stay true to you.

Sorry People..

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to all.

* if i had a wish, i wished i could still be a kid.

2008-12-19T19:39:00.000-08:00

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I could turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy.

2008-12-19T02:02:00.000-08:00

Sunflower.
The only sunflower that brightens up my day and leaves me smiling.
What is wrong with the people in my house nowadays?
I won't go into detail what is wrong cos' it is my private life.
Let's just say... I hate going home. I hate being at home.
How would you feel when you are caught in the middle?
Good or Bad?
How would you feel if everyone is being over sensitive over little petty issues and somehow or rather you feel that you are the only one with a clear and mature mind who has better things to cater to?
What can i say? Shit happens practically everywhere.
And the best joke? There isn't any age limit to who gives you Bullshit.
Oh yes, somehow or rather in terms of handling emotions i honestly feel that a 15-year old teenager handles it way better than adults who are in their 40's.
Talking about teenagers and their mood swings?
Ye right. Look how's calling the kettle black?
Well oh well, adults are adults and the reason why they don't feel happy at all?
Simply because they think too much.

Through it all, i would like to thank K for the beautiful sunflowers you gave me.

2008-12-17T20:50:00.001-08:00

Last Night.

was totally filled with madness and I met a charming young man.
So So charming he stole my heart, he had a MACHO vibe when he wore his TRANSFORMERS MASK and came charging to shield me with his Ninja Sword.
No, he isn't my husbiee Ridwan.
He is Shannan (:
My 6 year old buddy.
He is adorable, cheeky, naughty yet polite.

Then came my love rival. She had the looks and most of all she is so very, and i seriously meant so so so very cute and aw, she goes round melting hearts with the way she talks. She is My little Princess Ashley. Who claims she only likes Shannon compared to other boys.

After eating yummy pasta, sinful shruddels and strawberry orange peel smoothies, we had a challenging mind game of cars. I am telling you, i burnt so many brain cells trying to solve it and at the same time i had Major tummy tickles because my little friend Naomi was laughing hysterically. She just couldn't stop. I wonder why...

That was all the fun i had for last night.

Now THIS IS MEANT FOR REBECCA HOHOHO.
Who was super jealous that i only blogged about Ridwan.
So now my dearest to is for you.

Tuesday's training at MacRitchie was Super Duper Fun...... but.... Tiring.
I swear. Daaaaaaaang, it was like run run run, up up and away, and then it we were like down down down, rolling down.
Sheesh* and Mr tham decided to try out some weird fancy drills and trust me. We can dance! THUMBS UP* the new fancy drills were seriously like dance moves.
Oh yes baby, feel the groooooooove (:
After we were done with our super duper tiring training, Lala, Hoho, Gunny and me headed to Jp. Can't help it, our tummy were grumbling rumbling and so we ate MR. BEAN (: I was qiffin' Broke in my pocket alright. Sigh.
Best Laugh for the day?
London Choco Roll, Oh London Choco Roll.
Hyeayh!

Wednesday?
Town town town.
walked walked walked.
Christmas Present Shopping accomplished. Phew!

Today Thursday Today Now.
Back from training.
And.....
Well, it was more like dance class again.
Now i am starting to wonder where Mr Tham gets all this funny workout from.
But heyyyyyyyyyy we had fun! Seriously.
Oh by the way..
We celebrated Kelly's Birthday today.
Happy Happy Birthday

Buzzing off now. My legs are all wobbly wobbly jelly jelly (:
Cheerios. I am missing my husbiee Ridwan (:
And to my silly brother firdeeyyy.
When are we ever going to hang out? What a doof* ahaaaaaaaaa!

2008-12-16T18:30:00.000-08:00

I love the way he laughs.
I love the way he Burps.
I love the way he Sings.
I love the way he Smile.
I love the way he holds my hand.
I love the way he eats every meal we share together.
I love the way he looks after eating.
I love the way we just gaze into each others eyes out of the blue.
I love the way we fall asleep on the bus.
I love the way we pull pranks on innocent victims.
I love the way he cares for the elderly.
I love the way he plays Prince Toady for Baby Jean.
I love the way he loves me.
I love the way he makes an effort in everything he does in this relationship.
I love the way he thanks me after every date.
I love the way he rules the soccer pitch.
I love the fact he looks like my huggable teddy bear on the soccer pitch.
I love the way he cares for my friends.
I love the way he pronounces the alphabet " S "
I love the way he talks about our future.
I love EVERYTHING about him.

He is the only love who cared so much about me. He was the only one who bothered to make the extra effort to work things out and compromise with one another and this is simply why we are so in love and going strong. What touched me most was the fact that we were both broke and he actually used his remaining cash to bus down to my work place just to deliver my lunch so i won't go hungry at work. Which boyfriend bothers doing that? I just want to thank my angels for letting me share happiness and joy with a true love who was once just a random contact.

It wasn't about yesterday or today. Loving you is what i am going to do for the rest of my life. Thank you so much Muhd Ridwan. I LOVE YOU!

2008-12-15T23:14:00.000-08:00

Hey Hoooooooooooooooo Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ~

I am back from KL.
Oh yes you buttheads must have missed me so much.
Well oh wells, let me share with you all the Fun i had at KL.
You are sure to have missed out a weekend of yummy sizzling spiceeeyyy hot food.
Oh yes honey, ive put on a few kg after binging on cookies, subway, america wrap, ice cream crappe, nasi padang and loads loads more.
No Ramly burger this time. How sad!

And i've decided to get married when Baby comes back on the wednesday night.
I am so so so envious of my cousin. He's the groom and here's the deal he has grown up! Whoooo lawfully wedded would mean extra red packet next year.
*wriggles eyebrow !
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :D
Yes. I agree to marry Ridwan.
Baby come back soon alright? So we can get married and show off to my silly cousin!
Hyeah!

Retail Therapy at KL was so totally awesomezxzxzxzxzx.
Great Deals. Branded Labels. You name it, i got it.
Hyeah!
I won't tell you what i got. Too Bad. Go suck your thumbs and sulk for all i care.

Pictures do the talking.

Well oh wells before i end my entry for today.
I would like to congratulate my dearest Brother Firdeey, for getting selected for the HOME UNITED trials. I am so so very very proud of you!

2008-12-10T18:42:00.000-08:00

Hello Earthlings, all you bubbleheads.
*big yawn
Rise and shine twerbs.

Ive been enjoying this entire week alot. Simply because i get to spend it with my dearest darling Ridwan. Rawr. Oh yes you heard it. We've been eating so so much. Whoooooooooo~ and hey here's the real deal.
Husbiee manage to finish the Burger Kind Ballsy Quad meal.
Aw, yes he's got the balls. Do you?
*thumps up!

Yesterday we ate to the fullest at marina sq. And the best part? Oh ho-ho-ho-ho. We bumped into someone. * oh yes yes yes.
Well oh well i will be heading to KL tomorrow, so perhaps i will update more when i am back !

ZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM-ing off to make my MEGA SUPER DUPER COMBO BURGER for Husbie :D

Toodles folks!

2008-12-08T23:39:00.000-08:00

Ol'right folks.
This post is jamm-ed packed with a week full of stuff.
So here it goes.

I will always remember my attachment at fraser suites ( 1- 5 dec )
I will always remember Miss Agnes who simply smoked her ass out.
I will always remember Mr Shawn, who hated the rich angmo asses.
I will always remember Shahari and Rais, who simply taught me to drink kopi and slack.
I will always remember the fun i had with all the aunties clearing the dishes and doing the laundry.
I will always remember Mr William who cursed at falling bananas and pineapples.
I will always remember how sweet my BOYFIEE was to deliver yummy sandwiches for lunch.
I will always remember how loving BOYFIEEE would be to wait by the fountain for me to end work EVERYDAY.
Is your boyfiee that sweet?
I will always remember all the fun i had.
But good things do come to an end, but it ended pretty nicely...
Because in return i had a good deal of a SATAY MANIAAAAAAA-
Boyfiee and me had SATAY AND ICE KACHANGGGGGGGGG :D

And, the highlight?
Boyfiee and I were totally broke the entire week and still we manage to eat 30 satay alright!
Oh yes, this week shall be awesome :D
Self training and painting the town red.

Alright, so much for the updates.
I am bored to tears now. Boyfiee is prolly licking his lips after finishing the SUPER MEGAAAA sandwich i made for him. It contained 6 fish fingers, cheese and eggs. Yummy or what? any orders?
Well oh well, heading to KL this friday.
Screeeeaaaaams '' MAJOR RETAIL THERAPY "

by ending it with a little ILOVEYOU.

2008-11-28T00:26:00.000-08:00

My Husbiee Ridwan.

It has been exactly a year or so since we first became friends. Just friends.
As a friend, baby guided me through loads of obstacles i faced and even as a friend he never failed to put a smile on my face every single time we ended our msn conversation.
He claims i was in love with him waay back then. But NO! i wasn't. it was HE who crushed on me. haaaaaaaa right baby?

Time and fate scripted our story, now we are together as a couple. Just couple.
As a boyfriend, he went the extra mile just to keep this relationship going. He advised and guided me. He made me smile and he made me laugh with his foolishness. He made me feel comfortable around him and that was when i realized that he was indeed The One i was looking for all along. My past were just distractions, needed to get me to where i am today. We share our thoughts and goals, that is simply how serious this relationship is. Maturity takes us both to a higher level, we both know that we need each other and that is undeniable.

I've been spending a lot of time with Boyfiee recently and this made me fall in love with him even deeper and now, he isn't just a friend, boyfriend. But my soulmate, my fiance and the one that i am going to spend my life with.
So i am making it clear, i have settled down. And no, distractions will never get the better of me.

Boyfiee oh Boyfiee, what can i say? your foolishness and the way you are simply makes me want to keep on loving you. Only the both of us will know the love between us :D

* i only knew the true meaning of real love with you. Thank you.

2008-11-24T22:03:00.000-08:00

Helloooooooooooooooooo muffin tards.

i want to share something with all of you.
I have never loved SC so much before, only after the 3 day 2 night camp i realize...
I am totally in love with you all.
Even when you grumble.
Even when you laugh.
Even when you get all frustrated.
Even when you scream.
Even when the Mee Goreng was spicy.
Even when we ended the camp at Pulau Ubin
Even when most of you are still haunted by JACK.
You know the SCs are always One together.

And that is simply why i say. '' AWESOMEZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZX"

2008-11-24T03:51:00.000-08:00

If i were a boy, i am sure to treat a lady right.

2008-11-11T22:44:00.000-08:00

Hello.

Major Binging session.
Stuffing food into my face.
Yes. I am a grumpy fart for now.
Goodbye.

2008-11-10T22:41:00.000-08:00

Pardon me.

To all Buttheads.

I am holding on to Ribena... I meant RIHANA's sickening concert tickets.
It is a 200-dollars ticket and i am willing to sell it to anyone who is willing to rip that ticket away from me.

I will sell it to anyone at a price of 160-180 dollars.
So text me if you really want that ticket.
As soon as possible.

2008-11-10T20:35:00.000-08:00

Love is a very fragile yet strong emotion
That is capable of changing lives and peoples notions
People become what they don't want to be
To get the one they want; but they cannot see
That as they change for the worse they cannot return
To what they once were before for which they yearn
Once the morals and values are gone
They are an empty shell with no legs to stand on
Is it possible to regain the morals and values
Which are so important to make you; you
Will people be able to forgive you for all of the pain?
Will you again have their love and respect; that you want to gain?
Only through God will these things take place
So you can again look people in the face.

to my dearest heartbroken friend.
When you lose in love, it doesn't mean you have lost in life.
Pucker up, move on. Take every break-up as a learning lesson.
A lesson that will make you someone much more stronger and bolder.
Move on, and you will see that you are becoming better.
I know you've been struggling with that decision. maybe it is really time you let it burn..Here is something for you my friend______

See it's burning me to hold onto this.I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to,What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just feel like this is coming to an end.And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you.it's gonna burn for me to say this it's coming from my heart.It's been a long time coming.But we done been fell apart,Really wanna work this out.But I don't think you're gonna change,I do but you don't Think it's best we go our separate ways.
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship.Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you Hate the thought of her being with someone else.
But you know that it's over;
We know that it's through

It is absolutely pointless to stay in it when both parties just don't want to work things out and you are the only one was is hurting.
Leave those who hurt you and move on with those who really and truly care for you.
Pucker up' buddy.

2008-11-10T03:42:00.000-08:00

HOOOOOO HEEEEEEEEEE HAAAAAAAAAAAA ...

well butterasses, this is going to be a long draggy post.
yes, so bear with me.
Right, ive got so many things to get off my chest.
Now we shall start with..

Friday night.
Rotary Club dinner with the SCs and our favourite ever-so-relek- dm MR TAN.
Mind you, he gave us permission to consume wine.
haaaaaa

Tell you what, when you have the chance to attend such a fly dinner at the rooftop by the pool side you can't say no to the food offered.
You bet, honey buns.
we kept on eating and eating and eating till the dinner finally attended.
We ate prata, mee siam, rojak, ice kachang, chendol, chicken rice, satay blah blah blah.
God knows what we ate. haaaaa at least we aren't sickly anorexia teenagers. Hah!

Then the following day, saturday. I had a MAJOR HANGOVER.
Yes i was down with a bloody high fever.
Krap. Totally sucky. So i stayed in bed and let my brain burn.

Sunday! oh did i mention, i love sunday the most?
You bet, it was SINGAPORE MALAYS V.S PINNANG MALAYSIA
and..... so i went to hougang stadium to catch the soccer game.
haa, and Player no. 15 caught my eyes when he stepped onto the soccer pitch eyh.
I am telling you, that player is my sexy Husbie.
haaaaaaaaaaa. Oh yes, MR. R ruled the pitch!
&..... the it was a full crowd at the stadium. it was wicked awesomezxzxzxzx!
So after the match train-ed back with Boyfiee. and still at the most unearthly hour, helpless victims were caught under our radar.
* wide smile
Oh yes, reached home past midnight.

Today!
Back for training.
Oh, i was punctual,ye.
face the fact, i can wake up on time.
whooooooooooooo~ training was fun!
& guess what? i still have stamina.
ahaaaaaaaaaaaa :D
Looking forward trackers, oh yes i do.

2008-11-06T17:58:00.000-08:00

GoooooooodMorning all you little people.
See that adorable little tart up there?
He is now a new edition to my family.
He is a chinchilla and his name is MOOKIE
and.... NO! he doesn't bite :D
He goes walking around with his teeny weeny feet.
*awwwwwwww

Guess what i had for breakfast?
a HUGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE bowl of cereal.
Yummy. and i ate TWO CHOCOLATE BARS and ONE SANDWICH.
Haaaaaa, FAT ARSE.

Boyfiee isn't feeling well since last night.
Aw, poor little toady.
Get Well sooon you poor little fella.

That is all for now, you k-po people want to know something?
I had the weirdest dream last night.
and NO! it wasn't a wet dream.

And to the butthead who just called me THIS EARLY on my phone.
I swear i want to stab you in your butt.
Haaaaaaa, there is no way am i going to go out with you THIS EARLY to go buy jeans for your girlfiee. I've got better things to do.
*laugh laugh laugh

2008-11-06T01:08:00.000-08:00

Hello Sir, i think your banana has just fell out of your pants!

Rahahahahaha, guess what ass-a-holics?
My woodyy wifeeey is back from india ok.
Yes, there is a Major difference in her.
She shakes her head and seem to have tons of hand movements when she talks.
And for no apparent reason, she does speak pretty fast with a little accent.
*ponder. Must be the over dosage of curry she consumed there.
haaaaaaaaa :D

Today is a YELLOW SUNNY BANANA DAY.
I am just gona talk about THE BANANA.
Your BANANA. My BANANA. THE BANANA.
Yes i see your tiny freaks grinning as you read about the BANANA.
You young people are seriously sicko buttheads.
Ohmygwaaaaaaad. it is pure innocent. I swear.

Alright. Banana jokes aside. Prom night is the next big thing for these two weeks to come. Plan plan plan. Honestly, i am waaaaaay to lazy to budge my fart into anything.
Happy, i admitted it :D
Then Boyfiee beeped and said he needed to borrow my earpiece. Like URGENTLY.
Die die he needed it.
And so i had to walk and walk and walk to clementi under the BLISTERING SUN just to pass him MY earpiece.
And he said he will buy me a drink to make up for it. and guess what?
He finished 20 nuggets and Medium Ice lemon tea ON HIS OWN.
He forgot about my share!
Rarw.
I am so gona stab that ayam pantat in his million dollar butt.
And so we grab a BIG BITE at macs.
and we....... laugh and laugh and laugh at YOU!
naw, i am just kidding' we are friendly people. We don't gossip gossip gossip.
I scrolled through Boyfiee's ipod. His songs are totally _________!
rahahahahaha, Ridwan seyyyyyyyyyyy.
Oh wells, i am looking forward to Sunday.
I am going to watch Boyfiee's soccer match.
With who? idk. maybe sit with his family? haaaaaa.
* i so know what you are thinking boyfiee!

Ol'right. i am skipping school tomorrow.
Like i said. I am TOO LAZY to budge.
Now get that ringin' in your head.
Ding Dang Dong.

2008-11-04T19:33:00.000-08:00

And so the story goes on..
Somehow i woke up today feeling really awkward.
Something i feel is amiss.
I wonder what is it exactly?
care to fill me in?
hmmmmm, i can't quite remember what have i been doing for the past few days.
ye, all i can remember is hanging out with Boyfiee and laughing.

Yes, i know what you imbecile freaks are thinkin' you all must be figuring that i am suffering from a hangover right?
No! i don't drink i don't smoke. how's that for you?
It is this terrible throbbing headache or maybe migraine?
Here is what i want to do.

Stab myself with million of toothpicks.
Rip my stomach out, cos of the qiffin' painful diarrheo
And now, im suffering from a mental block.
Oh yes yes yes, i am totally grumpy right now.
Home alone, skipped school [ without mc again ]
Anyone want to go out?

all i want to do is go bang bang bang, pull the trigger!
Bang bang bang boom*

2008-11-02T17:22:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday to my sweet little muffin :D
Oh yes that is my pretty sweeeeeeet little baby of mine.
Celebrated her birthday in advance yesterday at uncle Jit's place.
Guess how many presents she received altogether?
a total of 15.
And one of the which is the most expensive i presume is an air ticket to HongKong.
yesyesyes, my sweetheart would be flying off to Hongkong on thursday night to celebrate her 6th birthday at hongkong disneyland.
envious? oh i bet you are. haaaaaaa :D

By the way, Welcome home dearest Boyfiee.
Oh he received my surprises!
Oh i told you, it was reeaally exciting!
Well i am gona meet up with him later!
Ohmygwaaaad, guess who else am i missing right now?

Wooodyy Wifeeey :D
I am missing you truckloads!

2008-10-31T00:29:00.000-07:00

Mr Toady.
Yes my Boyfiee is away, in malaysia for soccer.
Babyyyyyyy.
I miss you soo soo much.
For the past two days, my day is totally boring.
Hmmmm, ive delivered all your surprises to your house.
Hopefully it will brighten up your day when you receive it [:

30.10.08
Second month and a year.
Whooooooo~
I am so proud and glad that i fell in love with you.
My dearest heartless Buddy.
Aw...
I can't wait till Boyfiee comes back cos we will go grocery shopping and push carts.
Wana join? No!
Rahahahaha!

I miss Boyfieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Sunday will be it.

You can't help but fall in love when your Boyfiee is this sweet and hot :D

2008-10-31T00:23:00.000-07:00

Yesterday.
Short and sweet :D
Firdhouse, James and J-ing.
Post office.
Lavender ICA [ By the way, ive grown up! ive got an ic, haaa.]
Bugis. [ Desserts and Mee Rebus and ___________________ plain water?]
haaaa haaaa.
Home.
Ikea.
I am giving my miserable room a makeover!
Oh wheeeeeeee :D

Firdeeeeeyy is a healthy boy.
He eats MeeRebus with Plain water.
*thumbs up!
James loves to laugh loudly in the train whenever we talk about __________.
haaaaaa [:
Thanks soo much for your company!

By the way buddies, my fcukin' phone crashed out on me for the 9734872872 time.
I lost ALL ALL ALL my contacts.
So do let me know your number via any way that is possible.
Sorry...

2008-10-27T18:27:00.000-07:00

Hey Hooo Haaa [:

Rise and Shine all you Buttheads!
Rarw. I have to admit that if i am given the chance i would loveeee to jump back to bed and sleep. But No! boyfiee wants to meet at 11am. That early bird. Rawr. Boyfiee will be leaving in 4 days.
Alright. I swear i am gona miss him.
Sighhhhhhh ):

tears aside please,
i had a super long weekend. how about you?
Here to update about friday's movie date with my baby terror.
We watched High School Musical 3 !
Whoooooo, yeyeye, bet you all buttheads are like mocking at me.
Laugh all you want, cos' i bet you guys can't babysit a kid for nuts.
Rahahahaha.
Right back at you.
*wide smiles.
Yes, my dear pitiful Singaporeans...
What is there to stare? I am just a teenager babysitting my little cousin.
And you narrow minded singaporeans think that i am a young mother.
HaaHaa. Oh gosh.
No wonder they label you uniquely Singapore.
There are sure some ''uniqueness'' in your thinking.
Oh hohohoho.
Oh wells, stares aside.

Yesyes. Boyfiee claims that he regretted not babysitting our little terror together.
We had so much fun! With popcorn and blah blah blah.
Now, i turned geeky. Yes right. i am reading a story book.
cos' its storyline got me sucked in. Hello? It is not your three little pigs ok?

It's '' Punished''
Written by, Vanessa Steel.
Go grab it if you do have a chance.
It is totally worth reading :D
Cheerioooooooooooooooooooooos buttheads.
I will miss Boyfiee like truckloads! :D

2008-10-23T01:05:00.000-07:00

Alright. So just Shut up.
Silly words hanging around me.
I had a bad day, yes that would be one hard strike in my ass.
Uh-huh, agree with me, or i will slam your fingers with the door of my fridge.
Well, Parent-teacher meeting session today, today today.
Yes laaaa, it is today.

Mine was Krap.
How was your's?
I bet it isnt any better.
Haaaaaaaaa :D
Yes, my daddy shot me hard with his deadly look.
Ohmygwaaaaaaaaaad, it hit so hard. like so so hard laaaaa.
Thank god, the grass, the poo, the moomoo and you? that mummy isn't the one collecting my report book.
*tongue's out
I am safe, for now, for a minute or so?
Whaaaaaatever laaaaa.

I am looking forward to tomorrow.
No school.
Who does school on friday, sucks your poopoo.
Rarw.
I am gona bring My little terror out for a movie.
And yes, we will throw popcorn and your fluffy fluffy

2008-10-21T03:04:00.000-07:00

That is the Man of My life.
My dearest daddy.

You walked with me your Footprints in the sand. You helped me understand where I was going
You walked with me,when I was all alone
With so much unknown along the way
And just when I
I thought I'd lost my way, you gave me strength to carry on
That's when I heard you say
I promise you, I'm always there when your heart is filled with sorrow and despair.
When I'm weary, well I know you'll be there. Cos I can feel you, when you say
Daddy's here, everything will be just fine.

You always taught me to accept people the way they are and forgive them for their wrongdoings, it was also then, i came to realize i dont deserve to judge any individual that came my way. I learnt to accept them the way they are as they came to me. You had your mistakes which left me in a state on confusion then. I did nothing, absolutely nothing, lest show my emotions. I kept swallowing all that was thrown to me.
You knew you made a gravely mistake, and did all that was needed to amend all your mistakes. It was through that period of time, i came to realize that you played a huge part in my life. You taught me to be someone so strong, and never letting anyone get the better of me, you always had your opinion of me, but never did voice it out. Instead, you silently guide me onto the right path with your patience. You never did judge me because i committed my fair share of mistakes, but instead you always believed that i was someone with a character from within. Your support in whatever i did had got me through many obstacles i faced. Because i knew i had you, i never did back out from any problems. It is because of your firm acknowledgment, i knew that i was capable of braving anything that stood in my way. Though we aren't as close, i just wanted you to know all that this is all that i have wanted to say to you. I have always loved you, and always will. Because, without you, i somehow feel that i dont have that courage to brave anything.

Im sorry i couldn't be the best daughter. But i have tried.
I love you, daddy.
Happy Birthday.

2008-10-20T19:25:00.000-07:00

Sweeet-

I am stuck in class aint doing much.
Hafis screeaming like a little pony while reading this post.
What a gay? haaaa :D
He claims he is Bi-sexual.
Whooooo~

My classroom has became a disco or maybe a junk room that blasts loud and horrible music.
Raaaaaaaar!
this is boring.
I want to take a blue form and go home.
You ok with that?

Happy Birthday Daddy.
I Love You!

Yesterday.
Bus-ed to vivo with Boyfiee.
Shopped for HeeKent Cowhead's birthday present.
That ass did'nt turn up in school today.
Haaaa, nice one eyh buddy?
Then Boyfiee had his random plan about catching a movie.
And so we went to catch '' Nights in Rondanthe'' [ er, i guess that is how we spell it?]
It was awesomexzxzxzx!
Go catch it :D
Then in the evening, went to celebrate daddy's birthday at the coffee club at keppel bay.
They serve delicious cakes and Moo-Juice Shake.
Yuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuumy.

Hello Miss? you've got a milk moustache.
Raaaaaaaar-

Boyfiee, is stuck in school.
I miss that twerb.
See you tomorrow baby.

2008-10-19T19:52:00.000-07:00

Happy Belated Birthday to MR LEO.
Yes, see that good-looking cowhead?
So all pretty girls grant him his birthday wish please [:

Saturday.
Train-ed to hougang stadium with
Buddies, Kenn, Heekent, Fir, Bernard, ChinHwee, JianYang, Raynee and Me.
Went to support boyfiee at his soccer match.
haaaaa, Boyfiee, I am so proud of You!
Had so much fun with Buddies at the soccer match cos' we kept poking fun at people.
*evil laugh
were you one of the innocent victims?
Whoooooooooooooooooooooo~
Left Hougang for cityHall for a concert.
Awesome gigs at cityhall ye.
Raaaaaaaarxzxz.

Alright, here's a little note for the little adorable tagger who simply loves putting up a facade :D
You are so qiffin' adorable.
Besides putting on your mummy's make up you do love to put up a facade and act as someone else eyh?
Haaaaa, well, standing ovation.
I must admit you do act pretty well considering your low Intelligence level and Oh so boring childish behavior. You pretty much got me laughing for the past few days.
Haaaaaaa Haaaaaa Haaaaaa.
Is this enough?
Oh wait, Haaaaa Haaaa Haaa.
Oh tagger, dont you have the balls or maybe the guts to put your real name?
This adorable thing is starting to bore me.
Maybe putting your real name would actually prove that you have the guts.
Dont worry little girl or boy, i am not going to get the policeman to arrest you.
Continue acting adorable and slowly you will grow maggots in your ass and the monster will stomp on you!
Rahaaaaaaaaaxzxzxzxz!
Boo_____!

2008-10-17T21:19:00.000-07:00

Raaaaaaaaaaaarhzxzxzxzxzxz.

Im getting all grumpy now.
Ye, thanks to yesterday's handball match.
Now i've got a huge eeky-sicky blister under my foot.
Im so gona rip it hard till it bleeds.
haaaaaaa [:

Yesterday we had a class excursion to the old court house.
Yes, face the fact. Im not your type of artsy-fartsy type of art person.
Nopes. I dont share different interpretations of arts.
haaaaaa :D
Well, why dont you tell me what you really think?
Im pretty sure you are deep with your thoughts and imagination. Kudos!

Yes. Today is Boyfiee's Big game.
Yeeeeeey, and i will be going down with my buddies to give him the support.
I am so proud of my Boyfieee :D
I love you so much.
Play your best and rule that pitch honey'
See you later :D
Best Of Luck.

2008-10-16T00:34:00.000-07:00

Friends.
Noone beats the true laughter and joy your friends bring to you.

True friendships are like snowflakes,
each one equally special,
yet somehow always unique.
Some friends you choose on your own-and
some, like us are chosen for one
another before we're even old
enough to speak.
Friends help each other to grow and
discover what life is all about--
Sometimes we choose to walk down
separate paths, only to return
and tell the other what was found
out.
For us girls, simply labeling yourself
a friend does not get you off the
hook--
We have several responsibilities, such
as gossiping, doing each other's
hair, and reassuring each other how
fat we DON'T look!
True friends never judge--we'll stand
by each other no matter how poor of
choices one of us might make.
We see one another through sleepless
nights and tears, never sure when
the sadness will break.
It's amazing how quickly life starts
passing by, the older we get.
Many times when things get rough, it
seems easiest to simply just quit.
But after all life's up's and down's,
you've been lucky enough to find
someone who makes you complete in
life.
Someone not to replace us all, but to
add to your happiness--who wants
you as his very own princess and
to make you his wife.

My oh-so lovely friends.
What can i do without you buttercups?
Fill me up with all the laughter again :D
With so much love,
dummy bubble bum buddy!

2008-10-15T02:22:00.000-07:00

*crash bang BoooooooM.

Town-ed with Woody yesterday.
Went Shopping.
Bumped into a few familiar faces.
Haaaaaaaa :D
Oh wait a minute, you do look familiar.

Took a mrt back to clementi.
Stared so hard a wana-be lollipop sucker.
Hello, do you suck lollipops?
haaaaa. stare somemore and i will pop a candy into your tiny eyes!
*evil laugh!
Raaaaaarhzxzxzxz.

Boyfiee beeps ''baby, are you still hungry? want to meet up for prata?''
Boyfiee misses me in like less than 24 hours.
haaaaa, right dear?
Had dinner with Boyfiee at the cheese prata shop.
Yes it was yummy, like really yummy :D
* thumbs up, wide smiles!

Today?
Results are out.
One word - flunked.
Told you so.
haaaaaaaa :D
Im just gona color my exam scripts and rip it all apart.
You think so?
Exams and books just to cut it.
Naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
Hello Books, can you be nice to me?
Or i am gona poke holes on you with my crayons!

Rahahahahahahaha.
Headed to aye with Fir and Josh.
Met up with Kenn, Heekent, Shawn and Jianyang. [& more other buddies]
Streeet soccer at aye.
Fun or whaaaaaaaat?

Bus-ed home, cos i had nothing better to do there.
Boyfiee's at training.
Aw man!
While on the way home, bumped into Khal.
it has been 973278474597238182940028732 days since we last saw each other.
That ass is doing great i suppose :D

Mummy is gona be home tomorrow.
Can i skip school?
haaaaa.
Still pondering on what to buy for HeeKent's Birthday.
*ish ish ish

2008-10-13T18:41:00.000-07:00

Rise and Shine early Birds :D

BIRD
BIRD
BIRDY :D

haaaa!
Yes, im still running high on yesterday's caffeine
Ohmygwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad.
Yesterday, was like record-breaking day of laughter.
Met Boyfiee at my bus stop.
Bus-ed to town.
Boyfiee rang anip up to ask where delifrance was.
Headed to paragon, got served by an adorable waiter, He looked at Boyfiee in a seductive manner.
Mind you, the waiter was a HE___UGE teddyBear.
haaaaaaa :D
We had smoked salmon bagutte and tropicana pizza.
We chatted for like non-stop.
Boyfiee went on at 180km/h about the little toddlers we saw at the supermarket.
haaaaa, Boyfiee sure makes the cut as a Husbie material :D

We headed to pull and bear after lunch to look for a hoodie for my darling sister.
Went round and round and round but couldnt find any suitable ones for her.
We then decided to head to marina sq.
Bus-ed down to marina area.
While on the way, we made countless jokes.
Boyfiee loves to disturb innocent people on the streets.
Ohgosh, you better not be caught under his radar!

Went to marina, shopped at zara blah blah blah,
and then decided to head to starbucks to chill.
Starbucks was Awesomexzxzxzxzxzxzx :D
We ordered potato salad alongside with some sinful drinks.
Who gives a fcuk?
haaaaaaaa :D
We laughed non-stop, played arm wrestling and thumb war [ I WON! ]
We saw Evil :D
I meeeeaaaan check out those Boobies!
haaaaaa, G-rated. Rights.

haaaaa, so if you want to have non-stop laughing sessions,
dont hesitate to ring us up :D
haaaaa :D
Boyfieeeeeeeee oh Boyfieeeeeeeee wants another starbucks date.
*** those Boobies were Qiffin' hell hanging in mid-air ye.

Too bad, im taken by woody today :D
Town-ing with Woody today baby.
I love Woody
I love Woody
I love Woody

This is Qiffin' random.
But what the hell, im starting to miss my long hair
*sigh

long long long hair, where are you?

2008-10-12T19:16:00.000-07:00

Mummy went to australia yesterday.
Yes, its my time to wreck havoc in the house.
Blast the radio. Hide chocolates under the sofa. Break crayons and color the walls.
You name it, i'll do it [:
Hope mummy has a safe flight there.

Oh wells, i effing bored now.
Yes i am.
Gona head out to town again later.
With who? ye, we all know who.
haaaaaaaa [:

I love my life now.
Oh yes i really do.
I am having waaaaaaay much more fun.
Laughing as loud as i want.
Life seems cracking awesomexzxzxzxzxzxxz nowadays.
Oh motherF* i just love my life now.
Can't get enough of it.
haaaaaa [:
So what's your elixir to happiness?

Agyness Deyn. The friggin quirky attitude beeeeeaaaatch.
I'm getting all lesbo over her.
She isnt your typical no-brainer model ye.
This girl has got a past yaw.
daaaaaaang.
*hats off, hands down.
She deserves the best.
Agyness Deyn, i wana get all lesbo with you.
May i?

2008-10-10T21:29:00.000-07:00

*screeeeeeeeaaams

this is awesome or whaaaat?
EOY is finally over. Im so over and done with Exams and books ye.

*kick the pile.

Oh! this is the greatest ye :D
I mean for now, till the results are out.
Haaaaaa :D
this is gona be a long draggy post.
Too many things to share !

haaaa.
After our cheeena paper yesterday.
I went home straight to get ready for our icecream date.
'Our' meaning Woody and Lala :D
Yes nothing beats sharing a whole afternoon filled with laughter and icecream with close friends who simply appreciate indulging in sinful food.
*kicks weight aside yo.

***text messages BEEP!
Woody: ''eh girls i think im gona be late la. you two meet first''
Lala: '' Jae, since she will be late we meet at 1230 k?''
Jayve: '' ok sure, see you all''

i swear i reached at 1230, not any minute earlier okey, and these two twerbs have just left clementi!
OHMYGWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD, i swear i was gona shave their eyebrow, pull out their nostril hair!
haaaaaa, but well i decided to be nice and just sit and wait till the two twerbs arrive.

When we FINALLY met up, at i-dun-know-where we decided to do some window shopping.
Not because we a broke. we just needed to plan what to buy :D
haaaa so we tried on many clothes and left empty-handed!
*burst out laughing
it was greeeeeat fun!

*stomach grumblinggggg
we headed to Ben&Jerry's to eat :D
grrrrruuuumgrrruuuuumgrrrruuuuuum.
let the pictures do the talking.

done with icecream we headed to nike and adidas shop.
Boyfiee beeps ''Baby, where are u? ive reached''
Oh yes, Boyfiee self-invited himself.
haaaa.
So we met up with boyfiee and headed to banquet to eat again!
Double doze *
whooooo, woody and lala had ''potpie'
Boyfiee had some baked rice
I ate taupokkkkkkk :D
While eating we laughed non-stop
like ''haaaaaaaaaaaa'', ''ahaaaaaaaa'',''mwaaaaaaaaa''
Then we decided to take the cable car since we had nothing else to do.
So we made our way to that cable car station, only then we realize that the ticket are 14 bucks. one-way only.
Far cry from 7 bucks baby. [insider joke]

so woody and lala made their way home.
Boyfiee and Me had nothing better to do.
So we took a skytrain to sentosa, it was daaaaaam unexpected.
We headed to siloso beach.
Bumped into My lovely sweetards.
Raynee. Fir. Sheryl. Jianyang.Kenn. Lty.
haaaaaa. what a coincidence.

Kenn:''hello, my name is kenn. you are ridwan, i know u''
*handshake
Jianyang:''hello, my name jianyang.''
*looks away.

alaaaaamak, jianyang shy seyy!
haaaaaa! so after saying the hi's boyfiee and me headed to delifrance.
Somewhere quiet and peaceful where we could just talk and go on forever.
We ordered tuna wrap, kaya puff and apple pie and some drinks :D
So we kept on talking about family and stuff.
haaaaaa, Boyfiee is a messy eater !
So it was 6+ we decided to head back to vivo to buy chocolates.
To kenn
''Sorry buddy, cant join you all for dinner, another time ye?''
haaaaa, while on the sky train back, boyfiee and i played with a cheeky little baby girl.
we made funny faces and played along with her.
Soooooo much fun!
we bought headed to toys 'r' us to check something out [ psssst, xinyi]
haaaa and then head to the candy empire to buy chocolates!
Yuumyumm, then boyfiee and i bus-ed to town.
I was friggin' late for class!
and when i got into my class, lecturer douglas said ''fashionably late my dear?''
then i got away with it with my smile.
haaaaaa :D
Boyfiee sent me to BC.
Sweeeeet or whaaaat?
haaaaa dont get jealous!

Yes exams are over.
More dates to be filled in !
Ye :D

2008-10-09T00:42:00.000-07:00

Baaaang Baaaaang.

Can the stupid spammer just shut the fcuk up?
You are making waaaaaaaaay too much noise in my head yo.
Don't you have BIG BALLZXZXZXZXZ to put you real name instead of faking?

You are soooooooo adorable caan?
if you really wana fake as my boyfieee trying to spoil my relationship, here's something for you **middlefinger!
If you want to pose like my boyfiee, try harder.

Oh gosh.
Ye, xinyi is right.
Exams are over and these little faggots and fcuktards have nothing better to do so all they do is stuck keyboards up their arse cos they've got no ballzxzxz to admit their identity.

Special Thanks to people who care.

&&& to the little faggot with keyboard up his or her arse.
I find you super adorable.
If you got balls, admit it.
Face the truth, you somehow lost your balls back there :D

2008-10-06T23:18:00.000-07:00

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

did i scare you?
Raaaaaar!

pitter-patter pitter-patter*
its getting all dark and chilly for a dreadful afternoon eyh?

Im sitting, staring into space.
Something please jolt me out of reverie please?
Ive been day dreaming for the past hour or so already.

On a rainy day like this,
i want to do nothing but daydream.
daydream about silly stuff.
Like___________
Being a giant monster rampaging on buildings.

Hey, sorry for popping a random question.
Suyi asked whats the difference between:
''Same element and different neutrons''
&&&
'' Same element with same no. of protons but different number of neutrons''

The answer Raynee and i gave was
'' they are different!
try comparing a woman with boobies and ver-jayjay and a woman with boobies with a dick

same theory my dear :D
Oh im really bored to the tip of my ass right now.
Guess who im missing the most?

My little Baby.
Jeaaaaaan the terror!

2008-10-05T23:47:00.000-07:00

Greeeeeeeeeeat afternoon :D

Yes 4 more pathetic days till the end of EOY.
Bio and Lit paper today.
One word -flunk

haaaaa :D
unless you dont mind giving me your marks?
Oh wells. Life goes that way, its either you accept it, or you kick it out of your way.
Havent been sleeping properly for the past 9473265749729874783 days.
Dont ask me why.
Ohmygwaaaaad, could i be suffering from insomia?
Haaaaa ye right. if only.
Well friday night was the Best time for me to Sleep!
Oh yes :D
I slept for straight 12 hours!
Splendid-ooooo!

Went to the bakery after papers with Suyi and raynee.
You bet honey, we indulged ourselves in the finest and utmost sinful cupcakes and muffins.
Ohooooo
* screeeeam for heaven !
Ive been having so much fun for the past one month of so?
Yes its like the greatest part of my life.
Care to join?

Oh yes, Reena and I stole cookies again from that cookiejar.
& someone seemed to have put in more cookies :D
*grum grum grum
Today is blessed with sweet nothings,
Cookies from that cookie Jar
Reena's oh so delicious home-made cookies
&&&
Boyfieee's home-made cookies. [ Made by his mummy i guess]

1 2 3 4 5 6
Oh look the cow came home!
& boyfiee still hasnt reached the bus stop.
He brought the cookies for me, yes for my family.
Ye, guess what?
I bet he is trying to score points with my parents!
Urgh *!

I think the love bug caught me in my ass.
Im starting to find suyi very very very amicable :D

Hello?
Oh the pot is calling the kettle black!
Haaaaaa :D
you are way amusing and ever so entertaining :D

2008-10-03T02:06:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to:

My sexy butthead :D
03.10.08

&&&
Happy belated birthday to:

My horny- assfart.
02.10.08

&&&
Selamat Hari Raya to:
dearest Reena and family
sweeetest Firdhouse and family
Boyfieee and family.
To all my muslim friends :D

The day before yesterday?
HariRaya holiday!
Whooo~
went for hariraya lunch. Grammpy made some delicious rendang ye.
Sedaaaaap or whaaaat?
Nothing much, basically family gathering.
I love my family so much!

Yesterday,
went to supermarket to pushcarts with Boyfiee.
Shopped for a box of chocolate for Boyfiee's lovely mummy and a adidas shoebag for boyfieee's daddy.
Lovely people i wana thank!
heeeeh, Boyfiee's mummy was so thoughtful to pack rendang for my family and me!
& she gave me a green packet too!
Aw, felt guilty for accepting it, so i guess i will pay a visit to them after my dreadful EOY has ended :D

EOY ending in?
* pondering... um... hmmm... 7 days from now.
i manage to survive.
Yes books are pain in the ass.

Boyfiee went for training.
Yawwwwns.
Today was filled with laughter. So much and too much of laughter.
Raynee is soooo mean.
Yes only we know why.
Its called coil boduh :D

Reena and me stole cookies from the cookiejar!
Raaaaaarararararzxzxzxzxzxz!
Only we know the truth :D

*****************eoy, give me a break.
i shall go m.i.a after the exams have ended.
care to join?

Asyraf Buddy is making me effing jealous with his a7x tickets!
Im sooooo gona rip it to pieces!
I need my tickets!

By the way,
Millions of thank-you's to the lovely person who gave me the prettypinkflowers!

2008-09-29T21:39:00.000-07:00

30.09.08

Happy one month MR TOADY.

Im simply amazed by how fate works.
& how sometimes things happen for a reason.
Sometimes, i ponder to myself why things are taken away from me.
the answer to this would be that somehow or rather, some thing good is granted in return or its just an obstacle you have to overcome just so you know that your arduous effort has paid off.

Yes thought its only our one month & 11 month [yes its confusing] i felt that somehow, things have fallen in place for us.
Just so that both of us could experience happiness and simply loving each other.
its amazing how fate brought us together.
god know's best.
and people out there, please dont be judgemental.
you are noone to judge my relationship.

Boyfieee Ridwan.
I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you
I wait here forever just to, to see you smile
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you
Through it all, I made my mistakes
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words
I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go
Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt
Pieces of memories fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you
All the streets where I walked alone, with nowhere to go
I've come to an end
I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find
I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everything's nothing without you
I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

***
ahlaaaamaaaaak, people love playing hide and seek eh ?
Boo.

2008-09-29T03:11:00.000-07:00

oh hello oh hello!

hhaaaa!
Guess what i found a webbie that can make you sound like a total english educated freakk.
www.dictionary.com
go check it out.
it makes you sound educated. [Oh ye, it suuuuure does honey]
But however, be very sure you even know how to use the words in the right context
or you will end up sounding like a.. a... we all know what!

Rahahahaxzxzxzxz.

Friday.
Met up with Boyfiee at J.e to study emaths.
Boyfiee cracking his brain on every question when i only asked to solve one.
Haaaa:D
in the night?
received a mysterious message.
Oh, so that was it?
haaaaa

Saturday.
Rev-ed up or whaaaaat ye?
Ive got tickets to the f1.
Yes it was loud. like real loud.
Greeeeat experience to round it up.
Lewis Hamilton has beee-stung lips.
I assume that feature is what you girls find seductive?
haaaaa.
to achieve lips like hamilton:
1) Be yourself
2) Slap yourself on the lips
3) Oh simply try rubbing effin' spicy chili on your lips

with such tips,
Im sure the guys around you will go
Wahhhh sexy pig seyy.

Sunday.
wait a minuteeee.
i cant seem to remember anything.
Oh studying session by the poolside.

Monday.
Exaaams? flunked yo.
Wcp with boyfieeeee.
Awesome stuff or whaaaat?
we know something you dont know.
Ehyk? haaaaaa :D

2008-09-25T17:37:00.000-07:00

Morning!

everyone is in school studying
& here i am. at home.
Im oh so sick.
wells what a break- from the silly books.

i survived my chinese oral yesterday!
it was humorous or whaaaat?
yes for once!
i breezed through reading the passage with no stammering.
Yes i do see pigs flying
haaaaaaaaaa :D

the conversation topic was about parents, and children taking parents to court.
Inhumane i guess?
Oh wells.
What's your say?

hear me out,
A7X is coming to Singapore!
ye baby.
are you in or out?
you decide, cos i am seriously not going to give this a miss.
Wells, because i am friggin' poor i cant afford tickets to Singfest i didnt get to watch them.
Pigs i swear, do fly high.
this time i can afford to go [:
But who shall i go with?

*ponder

DATE
24 Oct 2008

Fri, 8:00PM

DURATION
Approx 2 Hrs

VENUE
The MAX Pavilion@Singapore Expo

TICKET PRICE (EXCLUDE BOOKING FEE)
Standard
S$95
S$110 - Door Sales

Buddy hasnt decided if he wants to go, xinyi says yes.
Its yes for me, whaaat about you?

2008-09-24T02:44:00.000-07:00

Oh you are talking waaay too loud ye.
I stuck my head up in the clouds just so i cant hear you :D

heeeeheee.
wells post for today is rather short.
SCHOOL
SCHOOL
MAC
MAC
[mac was a blast, ye. those who know, will have the best laugh of the day]
MATHS
MATHS
MATHS
[laugh laugh laugh, oh yes extra lessons can be entertaining]
HOME.

All I am, All I'll be
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever need I'd in your eyes
Shining at me
When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensations seduce
Me
Cause I

I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will, love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to
You
If your asking do I love you this much
I do

In my world, before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
'Til that day I found you
How you opened my life to a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all my heart
'Til my dieing day

I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will, love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to
You
If your asking do I love you this much
I do

this song 98degree- I do (cherish you)
is dedicated to the 3 lucky souls.
_____Ridwan MR.TOADY
_____Suyi My summer fling
_____Firdhouse TheBrother i will nver wish to lose.

**** please, do not get too emotional after reading the lyrics. Haahaa :D
awwww, sentimental or whaaaaat?

2008-09-23T02:41:00.000-07:00

HELLO you sexfarts there!

yesyesyes.
ive been mugging.
Or which i believe flipping pages and doodling awful faces on my notes are considered mugging. is it?
why dont you tell me ye?

hmmm my exams starts next monday.
Whow. shall we start partying or whaaat?
oh, please let the pigs fly this time and let me do well.
grant me my wishes and i promise i will stop terrorizing mentally unsound teachers who seem to have vision problems.
(oh yes, my dear classmates know clearly who that silly poor victim was...)

Im gona start admitting that i miss my Bald Mr toad.
Aw maaaaan, yes my love, go ahead and blush while reading this post.
i'll admit that i miss you. Happy?
Bet you are smiling like a bird now.
haaaa, aww dont blush.
i know you cant help the fact that im totally sweet and lovable.
*** self praise [: nah, its just something i call being confident cos you know its the fact.
I wonder if Mr toad is an aunty killer or not?
Hmmmm, i ponder.
Answer my doubts baby, oh i bet those aunties are like droooling and nosebleeding when they work with you.
I AM NOT JEALOUS ALRIGHT, aunties are total rip-off, hands down.

boyfieee owes me a booboo icecream!

2008-09-22T02:21:00.000-07:00

laugh or cry?

you decide alright.

well well well.
Nothing seems good today, or does it?

well who doesnt wish to start a day smiling?
i cracked up my morning with a bundle of laughter with reena in the sc room. God know's best the type of pervertic things we do to satisfy our morning's happiness :D

&&& so it had to end up that way.
heeeeeeeeeem.
ive got absolutely nothing to talk about today.

except im gona say this for the last time
Screeeew all cheeeeena milk products alright.
So my answer to you Singaporeans complaining like nonstop ye,
i suggest you people go suck some Boobies and consume Breastmilk.
they are indeed 100% natural.
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :D

Baby eden's photos are still not with me, neither is dylan's photo.
Aw, i miss the two rascals soooo much.
well my two KNIGHT-IN-SHINNING-ARMOUR, i promise to go ice creeam and gummy bears with you two :D

Cheeena oral is this thursday.
Yes thanks alot.
saaaay what ye, i am gona flunk.
3 cheers for oral.

2008-09-18T03:33:00.000-07:00

Barmy Oh yes.

Eoy is coming pretty fast ye.
Am like left with prolly a week or so to start studying.

Uh, ye studying.
Hello books :D

This is krap alright.
Like totally.
A week to prepare?
Silly dummies who cant set the schedule right.
May you be spared the farts you doodlehead !

Boyfiee shaved his head.
Haaa, he was about to send me the photo when his laptop restart.
Aw, while waiting for him [ & still waiting, counts fingers and toes ]
i served the webbie
www.Photofunia.com

&&&

2008-09-17T03:04:00.000-07:00

Hello.
yesterday was wicked awesomezxzxzxzx!

i laughed alot with reena :D
we made muffins together !
sweeet or whaaat?

oh- i make greeat sweet tasty custards!

wana try ?
yes i'll stick that gooey krap all over your face.
yehahaaa :D

oh yes, partners in crime !
we threw dough at suyi.
aw, my baby was fuming mad. not with us but with the teacher :D

Boyfieee i shall take a bet that you are salivating when you see those photos!
haaa :D i cant wait till eoy is over so we can both bake cookies and go to the zoo!

i wana thank god for sparing me a day full of laughter yesterday.
I Love yesterday soo soo much :D
Not forgetting the mess Suyi created at my home.
Thanks Baby.

Boyfieee, i miss you soo much though we hangout just now :D

2008-09-15T02:20:00.000-07:00

Hello you twerbs :D

i am effing lazy to type!
daaaang!

Friday,

ikea shopping with Monster :D
too bad we did not push carts. Aw!
Mrt ride was cracking nonsence.

Friday night,
partyyyy time ye.
went to the coffee club at clarke quay to chill out [:

im sorry bout that silly photo popping out by the side.
these silly codes are making my eyes go crossed.
So just bare with it yaw [:

wcp with baby :D

2008-09-11T22:10:00.000-07:00

British Accent is screeaming sexxayye or whaaat?

Yes oh yes.
Mr martyn fellenda.
daaaaaaaaang hear me out ye.
thaaaat british man is really really sexy alright.
His sexy accent is a huge turn on for me ye.
but... he's married! [ saaaaaay what? who cares?]
haaa.
he taught us creative writting today.
& suyi just had to steal the limelight, getting all the attention from him.
ye, you guessed it right.
She acted blur, lost, helpless, weak.
OHMYGWAD, enough ol'ritey!

yeap. i'll admit im feeling jealous from my toes to the top of my head!

2008-09-10T03:32:00.000-07:00

Some things just dont seem right for me these days.
Some times things come onto you just so unexpectedly.
This thing have been a hassle for me for the past few days.

girl and girl shares the most secret.
girl and girl have been best buddies always sharing problems and laughter.
girl went through relationship problems.
girl was there for her, gave her advice and cheered her on.
girl was thankful to have such a guardian angel to be by her side.
girl began to trust girl and started sharing personal things.
Relationship between the two girls became closer as time passed.
when it came down to these two girls, endless laughter and nonsense was expected.

tables turned ever so quickly.
when things changed for the worst.
girl and girl hardly talked.
girl finds it awkward to feel the same way.
everything between then seemed so blunt.
hugs turned to simple mono-syllabic answers.
laughter turned to mutual smiles.
just like any ''hi bye'' friends.

girl begin to ponder.
was this all her fault?
was she the one who wasnt good enough for her to turn to?
was this because she couldnt be the best for her friend to lean on?
girl struggles to fake a smile everytime she sees her.
girl tries to avoid eye contact
all she had in mind was to let it all go or hang on?

girl wonders if she feels the same way too
girl wonders if their friendship acutally mean a thing to her
girl wonders if she is strong enough to let it go
girl wonders if she still cares.

When i got to know you,
we started out not being close
but time led us on,
we became partners in silly pranks that made our day.
teasing each other was happiness to me
good looking soccer players we both used to go gaa gaa over
all those silly stuff we got ourself into will always stay within me

but i guess this time.
you realize you had to do something for yourself.
It would be painful for me, but i guess it all comes down to a point where..
we can no longer feel so comfortable with one another
it comes to the point whereby we would only smile to ourself if we think back on what we both did.
i'll withdraw a step back, you step ahead infront of me, my friend.
we'll take a good last look at each other.
pat our backs and smile.
you've been a great friend to me
spending time with you had been one of the happiest moments in my life
having you was a blessing
but i guess, i couldnt give you the best you expected from me as a friend
no matter what may come,
you can always always count on me if you need a shoulder to lean on
All good things come to an end

Goodbye, my friend

2008-09-09T01:17:00.000-07:00

I'm looking for someone to share my pain (Uh)
Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with through the night
Someone who I can trust who's heart is right
And I'm looking for someone

Baby its you.
Yes you!
Not you, Rwan.
Its Suyi :D

thats Buddy.
she is your hot sexy ass!

haaaa is she acting cute or what?
Yeah, she'd prolly bust me straight up in my ass or crash my Cbox after reading this post. Babe, read my lips, YOU ARE SO SIZZLING HOT THOUGH YOU ARE SHORT!

did i mention? she tended to my wounded thumb with Motherly love. [AW!]
you should have seen the way she plastered my bleeding thumb.
She literally stopped the blood from flowing. yes by tightening the plaster!
daaaaang! my whole hand changed color after that.
We make sardine pie and butter-sponge cake today!
Great now that i have mastered some basic bakery skills i shall bake a cake for Fir's and Monster's birthday.

Well, bused home with Kenn today, and he popped the question about Rwan.
Hello everyone, IM ATTACHED, to my good friend who became my sexy-boyfriend named Rwan.
Yesyesyes. blabberblabberblabber. gossipgossipgossip. do the things you stereo-typical people wana do. im attached! haaaaa [:

this lazy afternoon seems lazy.
Oh so very dead.
Monster is terrorizing me on Msn [:
3 more weeks to EOY.
J-ing screeeeams Geeeekayye!

i effing miss Monster!

2008-09-08T02:49:00.000-07:00

Do you want to know everything? Or do you prefer that you rather not know something?
Would you rather the person tell you the truth or would you rather you dig for the truth yourself?
Would you rather you hear it from others, or would you rather you see for yourself?

Sometimes, there are many things that chance upon me, but i pretend not to know, see or hear. and i think to myself, ''isnt it waay better if we choose not to know?'' but then again, the truth may hurt. *ouch

Hmm, whats your opinion?
Well, god know's why im still stuck pondering.

SCHOOL KICKS IN YO.
dreaaadful oh yes it is dreeaadful.
the holidays are up? like so fast. Kudos for slacking off like a lazy Bum not doing much this holiday.
rrr-ahahaha

i was darn sleepy this morning alrite.
& no, i wasnt BUSY last night, [jyea, i know what you sickodirtyminded idiots are thinking] hhaaaaa, im just a nerdy geeky old fart ol'rite?
effing disappointing right?
hhaaaa then dont mix with me.
i aint your- happening know-everything-a-blonde-knows kind of girl.

well Monster was suppose to wake me up at 430 to fast.
But guess what? he overslept.
Wonder what is he up to.
Well he overslept till the cow came home.

Well school was kind or um em err eee Boringg
Nothing of a hooo-haaa.
Ive yet to complete two more e-maths paper, o'level chinese mock paper and.. nothing else? or have i forgotten what else to do?

daaaaaang anyways, a-maths was super draggy today.
face the fact girl, im so totally over and done with numbers, x,y,z.
its effing jhajhidfneoeu8fnnosjeojdxzseneodmflpa.krfmeijerkeodhnrwjiof!

School's out!
wohooooo oh baby, i survived the first day back in school.
More or less in a way i did survive.
Headed to the gym and met shawn.
Oh boy, that man needs serious motivation.
Hmmm, well sometimes you got to know, its tough being a parent and at the same time its tough being a growing teenager.
But the answer to happiness is, you've got to learn to compromise yo.

Monster sent me home today, well we dropped by WCP just for awhile
y'know to chat and catch up.
& guess what?
Bee is afraid of Bees.
is that ironic or whaat?
well.. we did have a great time there.
we talked alot like alot alot alot.

But Monster had to go for his training.
Aw, i'll miss you, and take loads of care honey!

** those who knows you, know you better
those who knows me, knows me best

2008-09-07T01:20:00.000-07:00

Dont you agree that when something is taken away from you all in a sudden, you sit and ponder ''why me?'' but have you wondered to yourself ''what do i gain out of this''?
yeah sure you go through all the pain and shit for that moment. But once all the feelings fade, you come to realize that actually god has given you so many things in return. Well, i've gone through this myself.

& i came to realize so many things.
i've realized that i become stronger everytime i face a setback.
i've come to my senses and not get blinded by many things which i thought was true.

with that, im thankful.
thankful for the people who stay true to me and see me through my problems.
Im thankful to the man up there who gave my someone so special.
Ridwan, its true we were only friends and we never did expect us to become where we are standing today. He was actually my blessing in disguise.
Nothing can express my gratitude towards him. [:

Enough of all this serious and intense sayings,
guess whaaaat people?
im stuck with my stupid holiday assignments.
ye, like who does it with the books?
naw, not me. well not for this holiday.
Buck up girl!

Anyhow,
tinaa and me manage to catch up this week, well through messages.
uh-huh, that girl is some serious guy magnet ol'rite!
in that message she mentioned about almost 5 guys.
ye, Marc, An, Ruven [ i cant remember the rest vividly though]
urgh, who cant resist her bubbly personality and charms and that oh-so-seductive dimples?
that explains the number of guys in her life.
Now, she has a super tough decision to make.
haaaa, i hope she doesnt surprise me by saying she is gona tie the knot some time this month?
i'll freak out. ye like seriously.

* picture perfect, you are the final touch

2008-09-05T05:31:00.000-07:00

Sp.

its rockinggggg like crazy at Sp yo.
woke up very early this morning just to go to Sp for that creative percussion competition.
well i wasnt involve. My school was the main organizer and we had to be there.
Greeted everyone with my ever so cheerful GOOOOOOOOOD MORNING, so as to get away with my inpunctuality [ J-ing does know how to get away with such things ]

well i was part of the production crew [yes baby, hear it loud and clear, PRODUCTION CREW] so my job was to be the photographer with my new friend, who's name coincidentally, Ridwan.

yes, like Finally, i get to meddle with that cameraaaa. OHMYGOSH
its hot or whaaaaaat?

well i enjoyed alot today!
with the kids and the rest of the students.
But Mainly the little ones!

After which, met up with Monster, and he brought me up up and awaaay to look at the scenery. Aweeeesomezxzxz! we talked sooo much today [:
well thanks for sending me home !

i read your blog hunney,
thanks so much for coming into my life,
you will always be my friend,bestfriend and that someone special.

Fir just beeped me, that boy is some ass!
hhaaaa, well a dope ass, cmon bg do that thing you do.
those dancemoves are jus Baaaam whaaaam kickass yo!

*** Buzz LightYear and Rex the dinosaur

2008-09-03T23:12:00.000-07:00

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

took a cab to bukit batok to meet Monster.
I took a cab cos i was running late.
But guess what when i reached, Monster wasnt there yet.
[Thanks so much for coming early ye?]

hhaaaa we walked around west mall just to kill some time before having to meet up with kelliee at the clementi mrt.
So Monster and me took a bus189 back to clementi and we waited for Kel.
She beeped me and it said '' OMG i so no balls across the road!''
haaaaa, well. Kel should have actually flashed him the middle finger.

Well to cut things short we took a bus to town.
In the bus, i was sitting between Kel and Monster.
hhaaa and Kel threatened to snip Monster with the scissors.
screeaaams '' absuuuuuuuuurbbbb''
well Kel is always Kel.
we headed to heeren to get my hyphy bag.
Yes Monster said the other one was nicer looking.
But i got the other one instead !

No doubt, Monster will look crackinggg sexaaye with that bag.
So as we walked past 77th street Kel thought that the hot-pink dog tagg was awesome.
so... well she was set to buy it.
& so she kept pondering.

we headed to Kinokuniyah to buy mummy a present. [HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY]
i bought her a book ''the power of a mother's love [ soooo sentimental]
Monster bought a book too!
aw! Guys who read books are sexy.
After which, we headed to far east plaza, Kel went to withdraw cash. Monster and me waited for her, then we walked around looking for that hot-pin dog tagg for Kel.
&&& FINALLY, ye like FINALLY she bought it!
wohooooooooooo
[standing ovation]

so we didnt know where else to go so we headed to plaza sing.
We went to get mommy a birthday card, and i bought tinaa and birthday card too!
after that we decided to take a peek at the build a bear shop.
AW! those little kids were all goin gooo goo ga ga over their new toys.

i wana be a kid, cos happiness comes to you so easily and you are always contented with what you get. As you get older you tend to see a simple thing in many different angles that causes you to get all emotional.
hmmmmm.

Monster looks like he wants to have one bear [:
Maybe i should get him one for christmas!
heeee, and one for Kel on her birthday!

on the waay home, we took bus 143.
we were all so tired i fell asleep on Monster's shoulder
and we shared our earpiece.
sweeeeeet or what?
hhaaaaaa, and kelliee was getting all emotional at the back.
we alighted and had our dinner.
well we were blabbering about how life is.
well....

im really contented with what i have now.
i have people who cares for me
i have gotten rid of people who are not needed in my life.
i have the best Brother in the world, FIRDHOUSE
i have friends who stay true.
&& i have you.

Oh BLOOPER FOR THE DAY-

Suyi burst out laughing reeeeeal loud when a man slipped infront of us.
OH that man was trying to act cool after that booboo.
we laughed.... REEEEEEEAAAAAAAL LOUD!

ol'ritey, gona go for a swim now
&& get hungry for mommy's birthday dinner tonight!
Awesome stuff yo

Rwan - My sexaayyee Monster

2008-09-02T18:34:00.000-07:00

Raaaaaarw.

monster under my bed [:
heeeee, i woke up OH-SO-EARLY this morning.

just to realize that ive received 30 messages from Monster.
haaaaaaa what a greeat and fabulous start to my day !

wheee! so before i could stop my phone from vibrating, another message came in,
from kellieeeeee. haaaa! that woman is having some stuff in school. so im gona meet monster before meeting her [: double dates in one day.

now thats awesomexzxzxz!
Monster told me he updated his blog. so i went to check everything out.
&&&& it was.. aww. so touching. heeee!
I shall be the luckiest girl in the world.
aww, the video he made. that super long poem he wrote.
Baby, you are just so sweeet !
the more i blabber about you i bet all the girls will start stalking you.
& guess what? i just realized that monster aspires to be part of the pussycat dolls?
hhaaaaa, i shall not laugh.

aheem! whats with that song honey?
& the most embarrasing part is that i realized that its ''i wana be in groupies'' and not '' i wana have boobies''

OH j-ing makes a booboo!
laugh all you want !

im gona meeet monster later.

thats my monster, thanks baby, for everything you do. ILY.
i shall be heading to town after meeting him and kellie.
&&& im gona
look for mummy a birthday present
look for a HUGE birthday card for tinaa
look for a sexayye navel stud
look for a THANK-YOU card for Monster & Fir
buy my hyphy bag
and have

ICE CREEEEEAAAAAM with gummybears!

a wonderful art piece drawn by shawn
Oh, he does have awesome drawing skills.

**** let it be a reality and not just a dream
yes baby, its real, and its not a dream.

toddles! seeya hunney [:

2008-09-01T19:52:00.000-07:00

Gooood Morning Baby and Fir!

hhaaaa, well Monster is still asleep and fir just beeped me.
Oh wait a minute he popped out on my screen.

well last night was awesomexzxzxzxz!
went to holland v with my parents and sisters.
we had our dinner at the hawker centre and guess what?

two bimbo-tic girls sat beside our table.
hhaaaa! their conversation was extremely entertaining. they blabbered about how to ged over a break up. how funny!

girl 1 said: '' i dont know leh, the last time i broke up with my ex. i just keep eating lorh''
girl 2 said: '' to prevent myself from getting hurt, i just dated jimmy when i was with my bf''
girl 1 said:'' huh? jimmy? wah why you go for him sia?''
girl 2 said:'' i think i was drunk that night la''

i couldnt quite catch what else they said, wells girls these days, i wonder if they really do have something between their ears.

hhaaaa! it was uber funny and entertaining! maybe their conversation wasnt entertaining but you shouldnt have missed their actions yo.

the holidays are really pathetic.
Buddy, im so sorry i cant meet you up today. am stuck with tuition!
screeaams '' geeeeeekaaayye''
Monster, i miss poking your tummy and laughing at you. OH your million-dollar butt!
Baby have been constantly nagging at me saying that we gotta snap loads of photos together. So we shall go do grocery shopping, go to the zoo say ''hi'' to your friends and go for a picnic together all after hari raya. i promise honey!

I ponder ponder and ponder what am i gona do for the rest of the day?
Buddy says he is going for another piercing, holy krapass! he thinks he looks hot with all those studs, truth is, im much more handsome than he is. Hhaaa.
& buddy, we still owe each other an ice cream treat. 3 more months from now!

by the way, i think you are a sissy rugby player with a bitchy touchdown,
im having the last laugh. HAHAHA!

Baby, ily, wake up wake up, the sun is shining up your buttcheeks!

2008-08-31T23:46:00.000-07:00

hhaaaaaaa.

Kellie is getting daaaam irritated with me having *
& she is waaaaaaay pissed off with my msn contacts.
Hello Monyet!
haaaaa [:

& hello, guy with no balls.
hhaaaaaa, kellieee and me are getting cranky, here are some ass-a-holic photographs we just took

daddy just beeped me, and he's gona buy me a BAG [:
OOH, My daddy is SUPER!
OH DADDY I LOVE YOU [:

RwanBEE, he's painting the house! hhaaaa may he fall off the ladder, land on his million-dollar ass and ged paint all over him! & he's gona look AWESOME in paint !

Fir OH fir, he's gona ged me my SUPER BELATED birthday present.
hhaaaaa, i hv no idea what's it gona be !

for now, KELLIE screeaams for ice cream !
we are Still laughing at you, cos you havent found your balls :D

Kellieeeeeeee oh- sexaayye kisses

2008-08-31T22:48:00.000-07:00

Baby Oh Baby.
Kelliee kissed ME.

haaaaa, now thats cracking sexayye.
Kellie came over to my place with her new oh-so-hot dickies bag.
aheeeeem! yes, im sooo very zealous.
She's the woman ! she helped me create this blog.
& thats cos im a total ass when it comes to techy stuff
a MILLION thanks babyy!

i shall get the hang of blogging, this dumb krap.

haaaaa :D
here's for you know who,
__________ is a sissy.